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Tuesday 30 September 2008

English End Of Year Exam started yesterday. Composition was ok. Wrote on one word essay 'Danger'. Applied things learnt in Geography to write my composition. Left half hour to do letter writing. I think quite short might have failed for it. Our English Teacher marked the first few compositions from our class. She said our English was terrible. That's makes me feel worried about my English.
A lot of homework are given. Still not sure whether can finish in time.
Been trying to complete revision papers. Nothing much to post.
Next Week more exams -.-

Yeah Heroes Season 3 Episode 3 is nice. In my computer.

9/30/2008 10:46:00 pm

Saturday 27 September 2008

Went school in the morning for physic class. This time didnt went to eat breakfast at coffee shop with minghao. As he was suppose to go for history class while I go for Physic class. The first thing Ms Chng went through was Common Test Paper. Sianz la could have gotten higher if not for the careless mistakes. Next Ms Cheng went through the notes and give us a better explaination for waves. When she told us that rope wave is n0t one, everyone very angry with Mdm Ong. Ms Chng took 6 people for a demostration of waves. I so sway sitting in front kenna.

After physic class, went church for cell group. Reached there 3.30pm the leaders meeting prayer was long lasted till 4pm. So during that half an hour, I was outside the room standing doing my Amaths homework. The game that we played for cell group was to find the hidden coins again just that this time it is a bigger area. So tricky lor but it was still an enjoyable game. Our group won and gave the punishment which was to bless a stranger. We just step out of the room and Aunty Pauline bless someone as the person just happen to come out of the lift. What Luck. Today she showed us some of the pictures of the school that they would be going in Vietnam. Abit disappointed that I am unable to go. Aunty Pauline taught about the 5 love language. They are acts of service, gifts, touch, words of affirmation & time.

Went Youth Service, Pastor Ross Watson was preaching again. This time with his prepared preach. It was about Joseph and his dreams. Unlike the previous time I wont post about it. Sian la the next outreach at Redhill I want go de. But I got confirmation service so I wont be able to take pictures and post them on blog. Went home and watched F1 Qualifying Race. Now blogging.

9/27/2008 11:29:00 pm


Exams is next monday and I still haven revised. Today GauWei and Mathidal asked me this questions.
IF you would like a girl, would you go for looks or money or heart? He said that all males would say looks but in end he was proofed wrong. Most of people he asked said heart.
After school, sister come get house key from me. She didnt bring hers. Zzz.
I have very little things to blog about. I just wont blog SERIOUSLY WANT STOP USING COMPUTER!!!

9/27/2008 12:08:00 am

Wednesday 24 September 2008

So fast Wednesday liao. Next Monday is English Exam. So fast.
Monday went school. Mrs Tay was changing people's place in class and my place was changed.
No more at the corner of the class where no one would talk. Freedom at last! -.-
So now I sitting in front of Calvin.
Calvin if you are reading this, you would confirm no need concentrate in school liao. Haha.
Chemistry, if I remember correctly, first half period Miss Mok was scolding us.

For yesterday, PE was OK. Was with Jenisha, Dian, Fedeline and YangTing. Next was Chemistry again. Maths test was postponed. Was given Emaths and Chemistry Past Years Papers to do. Sian lazy do.

Today had the maths test. Can say easy la. Social Studies period was boring. BORING!!!!

Though I am closer to you
It still feels some how distance.
If only the gap can be pulled closer.
But things wont change.

9/24/2008 08:54:00 pm

Sunday 21 September 2008

Heroes Season 3: Villians starting soon. Maybe on tuesday can watch. Get from Chen Wei.
On Friday, stay back for physic and biology common test. Confirm fail de. It ended late so went canteen get a quick bite then went back to class for extra maths class. We draw and draw graph after graph. Stayed back with a few others to do homework. Went home played games. Then went to re-read Revolt of The Archers. So long didnt read. Read till chapter 6 which was around 12+

Yesterday woke up at 6.30am like normal school hours. Felt so sleepy so went shower.Went coffeeshop at 7.35 see no one there so eat breakfast. By time MingHao came, I finish eating liao. He say not hungry so I bought a root beer and went class. Class got miss tay, Jenisha, Mathidale & Juai. Walked around then saw some people. Ask why class not at 4E3 classroom. Explain while walking back to class. Continued with drawing graphs. Finished all my graph work. Then Chemistry lesson at 10.30am. Miss Mok came late and continue with lesson. Thanks to Soh Ming that Miss Mok got a new method of teaching -.-
Went home, played one round and check email before going church. Email got one regarding Mission Trip. It said that it was going confirm the dates of the trip. I was just reading anyway it's email until i came to one line:
Our church pastors (Pastor Peter and Pastor John) WILL be kept informed of this trip. I was shocked. Earlier on i told my parents our church didnt know and now it is the opposite. Told my parents on this, hoping that it would changed their minds. In end they said nothing. So looks like I am going for this year Youth Camp by church.
Went Cell Group then went for Youth Service. My sister was batisped yesterday. Pastor Ross Watson preached at Youth Service. Went eat dinner at Bishan then went home. Played one round of game with Navan and watched my friend verse Navan. Read Revolt until 1.30am+.

Woke up today played computer whole day. I bet that people think I am nuts. Exams are coming and here I am playing computer games. Played till 7pm went buy dinner then do abit of homework. Check email again. Opened this email with this inside. Memoriter
Did this before but wasnt serious that time.
Now that I have done it seriously, it seems that somethings are true inside.
Now blogging while doing homework.
I cant really believe this. Recently I reposted about the lecture and yet I am still here playing computer without proper time management. Been praying this in cell but I cant seem to have it. It is because of computer. I think it seriously time to cut off my computer power. It is coming as a distraction to me and to my studies. But yet I on the computer as it is a souce of my music -.-

I think i wont on9 tomorrow.
Dear Heavenly Father, I pray that you would help me in my studies. Help me to have proper time management in my studies, let me know that now is the time for study but not for fun. Give me the wisdom and the energy for me to concentrate in class. Give me also proper self-control so that I would not on the computer straight after school but use the time instead for my studies and work.
Note: First Time I am doing a prayer on my blog. If you do not like it, just click the red button on top right. Thanks.

Currently Song:
Crush - David Archuleta.

Confused, Sad yet unsure
abt my ___
Is it worth not telling?
Or I am doing the right thing?
Things would be different if it is exposed.

9/21/2008 10:30:00 pm

Tuesday 16 September 2008

Today had class as usual.
Went Temaske Poly for some program.
It was sick.
Went home.
Play one round of DotA.
Blogging.
Then go do homework.

Dun get sad over the previous post.

When u feel sad or sick
I also feel your pain.
But sadly it cant be said.


9/16/2008 09:03:00 pm

Monday 15 September 2008

Just received this email from my friend today and would like to share with you all. Something for you to ponder about.



Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends
.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adored him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the
best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always
kind,considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great
contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend, 'I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!', replied the 4th boyfriend, and he walked away without
another word..

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend, 'I loved you all my life. Now
that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!', replied the 3rd boyfrien d. 'Life is too good! When you die,
I'm going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend, 'I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me.

When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the 2nd
boyfriend. 'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was
devastated.

Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no
matter where you go..'

The girl looked up, and there was his first boyfriend. He was very skinny
as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken much better care of
you when I had the chance!'

In truth, you have 4 boyfriends in your lives:

Your 4th boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.When you die, it will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth,
power and pleasures of the world.

However, your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you
go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you
that will follow you and continue with you throughout Eternity.

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've
decided to see beyond the imperfections.

Enlightening???

Or how about this???

This is a true thing encountered by one of our Singaporean and I saw this on a forum.It's quite touching so i want to share it with you people
It goes by ...

While I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.

The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to
look around. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'

His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'

'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to
sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!''

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''

'My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.

I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was laid to rest for relatives/friends to make last wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.



*Live your life like there's no Tomorrow. Because Tomorrow never promise to Come.

Interesting stories.

Credits

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9/15/2008 08:49:00 pm

Sunday 14 September 2008

中秋节快乐!
Happy Mid Autumn Festival!

Nothing interesting went on. Just bought a new Christian music CD.
By PlanetShakers.

9/14/2008 09:46:00 pm

Saturday 13 September 2008

Wah. Weekend here liao. But tiring day. Today there was chemistry class from 9am - 11.30am. Yesterday agreed with MingHao to meet him at 8.15am for breakfast. Woke at 7.15am got ready then 8.05am left house. Funny thing was while walking there, saw MingHao. Ate breakfast then went buy drink then went chemistry class.
Went there to see Miss Mok there liao. She so fast. 9am then start class. Did work and learning new things.

Class ended, went buy lunch to eat. Then receive a call from someone. That person damn what lor. Never say want do project then tell me so late. Told that person off then end call.

Afternoon went to RedHill MRT station. 1hr journey so long lor. Reached there at 2.15pm then see watch. Remembered email say 2.15pm be there. Reach there thought see no one but Sierra there. LOL sry if didn't see you. But you dunno my blog. Haha. Samuel, ShuMei, Gloria & Tina come. Followed by Aunty Pauline and Uncle Choon Leng. While waiting for Jon and Edmund, something funny happen. Aunty Pauline was talking to me, I saw a pigeon fly over thinking it flew out of the station. Who knows, it was at the board on top of us. Then it urine just missing Aunty Pauline by a few cm. Funny lor. Lucky me was not in that direction.

Walked to Blk 89. The kids become more open to us unlike the last time. Me was to ask them questions regarding the video. The boy name junior funny lor but very playful. Got 2 new people. One girl and boy. Worst thing was i thought the girl was a boy. But see carefully is girl. LOL. The boy like 3-4year old named Daniel, very cute lor. The game Tina and Shumei think is let them play. Then must hold him back. They so full of energy. Had debrief then walked to bus-stop, Junior and his siblings still not tired. Still can shout bye to us. LOL. Btw the OutReach was fun.

Went Youth Service. Today early, managed to get 1 row but not enough. The speaker today good named Pastor Steven from Australia, Melbourne. He was born in Thailand. He preach today was about how to evangelism to pluralists.

This is useful to Christians.

1 Corinthians 9:19-23

3 Most popular ways of evangelism.
1st. ''God loves you. God has a plan for your life.''
What does the pluralist think?
Make happiness the issue.
2nd. ''If you don't believe in Jesus, you will go to hell.''
What does a rational person think?
Using Fear. Irrational and illogical. John 8:24.
3rd. ''I won't share my faith. I will be such a good christian, my christian life will speak.''
What would a pluralist think?
A good live only confirms the preached word. Roman 10:14.

Preaching to Pluralists.
1. Lift uniqueness of Christ
- Unique Birth
- Unique Life
- Unique Death
- Unique Resurrection/Destiny
- John 12:32 And I, if I am lifted up...
- John 14:6 I am the way, the truth and the life.

2. Our message is Christ, not Christianity.
1 Timothy 1:8

3. We must care enough to understand pluralists & understand their questions.

So that was today's sermon. If anything wrong will edit. Coz is I took the notes de.

Overall, I would want to say, anyone want come with me to the next OutReach? It is going to poor families in Singapore. Those 1room flats. A meaningful and a memorable experience.

Regarding my mission trip to Vietnam, I got the confidence and asked my parents. They allow, provided it is done by COOS but sadly it is done by Faith Methodist Church. So I am not going.

I know it a long post but i shorten a lot. Can say a lot of things of OutReach but didn't want to be long-winded.

9/13/2008 09:30:00 pm

Tuesday 9 September 2008

Today was looking through videos on youtube when i came across this.
Dota Version of The Dark Knight

9/09/2008 10:23:00 pm

Saturday 6 September 2008

Wooh. Yesterday slept at 2.30am then wake at 9.30am. Feeling tired. But no choice. Afternoon need go church. So did finish some homework. Eat lunch then went sleep till2.30pm. Went church while on way return library book.

Went to cell group. Jon brought his school mate so naturally there of course there would be introduction. So the game Joan and Sierra thought of a game. And it was Treasure Hunt. Wanted outside for like 10mins? Then they 2 allowed us in to find 8 5cent coins and 2 10cent coins. And the hiding spots were obvious but not sure why we all did not see. Our group only found 2 coins while the other found 3 coins. So the forefeet of the game was to praise or complement a stranger. Aunty Pauline, Cherlene and Tina did first. Then Marcus complement a lady's bag. I was the last one who complement a guy's shirt.

Next week for cell is our cell OutReach at Redhill. Anyone one who wants to come, can speak to me. I would be doing video. First time so i am not really sure what am i suppose to do. That's current one of my worries. The other worry now is End Of Year Mission Trip. Need advise for that. It is on 13-18 December. Should I go? If i go, I would be able to praise my father in heaven. My parents allow but it is up to me. Would i be able to forsake all my world possessions?

Today sermon was about TEAM

1 Corinthians 12 - 27

T - Together v12
E - Election V18
A - Affirmation (v21-25)
M - Ministers v27

So this the few main things.

Any fellow christian friends probably can advise? Thanks.

9/06/2008 10:00:00 pm

Friday 5 September 2008

Time sure does flies. So fast left 2 more days before school reopen. Currently trying rushing my homework. But Amaths homework is to difficult. :'(
Yeah after the previous post, i sure have cut down of the games but msn chat no way. Haha. Yesterday was talking on msn with MingHao and Shermin till 2am. Pro hor.
Today also going talk. Haha. This time while doing homework.
I forget one worksheet. Lucky jenisha remind me thanks.
Nothing much to blog about.
Go liao.

Are we getting more distance?
I really hope not.
But sadly you wont be on9 to see this


9/05/2008 11:14:00 pm

Wednesday 3 September 2008

Ok, it has been 4 days since i last post. So it the 1 week September holidays and instead of making the best using of it on studies, ended up using it on games. Sleep at 2am and wake at 7am just to play? That's crazy!
Aready wasted like half of this holiday on games, so must stop playing liao.

This i posted before so i posting it again to remind myself.

Today was one of the days with the lectures. First lecture was by ms mok even it was a 45mins lecture but it contained alot of truth in it. First time is that from what i understand, is 3E1 complacent? Complacent as in the fact that we think that we are very smart but the fact is that we are not. So what if we can top for science, maths, English or any other subjects or brag to other class how well we do. There would always be a taller mountain behind a mountain.
Being humble is another part that is important in life as it seems. Our teachers mention that the ones that do well are those that are humble.
Title as in the form of being in 3E1 doesnt mean that we are the smartest in our level. As long as we are willing to do well and have to will and to put in the effort, we would be respected. But after reflecting on this, not only are we not being respectful to our teachers but also to ourselves.
Another point that is really true is that are we really putting the effort of studying and doing well or is it just another case of complacent. Another saying said by ms mok was ''No pain, no gain.'' This saying has been said many times but did we ever understood the true meaning of it? We may be scoring B3, B4 or even A1 for our subject but when GCE "O'' level comes, can we really maintain that kind of standard?
I know that the fact that our 3 teachers are concern that we wont be able the stress and pressure for next year. But the thing is are we willing to put in the effort. Ms mok said that if we put in little effort, we will have little gain which is a fact.
Another point is that so what if we start being hardworking at this stage of time but do we have the will but not by what our teachers want us to get good results. An example was given out. If your teacher ask you to do your homework, you are doing it as your teacher told you to but not as it is good for our sake.
Attentive is also another thing. Our school hours are long which i find but we do have to pay attention not for our teacher sake but for ours. We maybe have to stay till 3.10 or even longer due to ccas. But if we cant jungle all of these things, is there a problem with our time management? Time management help us to make the best use of our time but the results of our tests shows that we are not doing well with it. Basically i feel that time management does play a big part in our aim to do well.
Is it time for those not so hardworking ones to put in effort and the will to do and revise our work and also the time for those hardworking ones to do it for their own sake?
A few lessons can be learnt from this which are complacenty, being humble, we think we are smart, no pain no gain, willingness and of course attentive and for our own sake. I'm sure that most people in the class probably got our teachers message to us.

So this is the reminder. I think i have completely forgotten about it. Is sec3 life too busy that i completely forgot or is it i am too used to using the com everyday? Now thinking about it primary sch i hardly even play computer. I wonder what really caused this major change in me.

9/03/2008 10:53:00 pm