Life seems to be going downhill.
Things that you plan so hard for.
In turn it won't work out and cause you to be the scapegoat.
Is this worth it?
What for waste all this effort for something that you won't benefit from?
After everything turns out to be a total failure,
being blame is one thing but is being blamed for some other people actions called reasonable?
You try so hard to plan for everyone to enjoy.
And this is the result of it.
Seems like no one seem to really understand you.
Every thought is unable to be processed by anyone.
Yet when things end up in a change of course,
you didnt try to blame the person but chose to be upset at yourself.
Even telling others that it is nothing worth knowing.
Keeping all things to yourself.
No wonder no one seems to know the real you.
A false image being created for show.
Asked others to take over from you.
Only to find that no one wants to do it.
Who would ever thought of planning?
They just go by the flow.
Just face it.
You are different.
And by different I mean way different.
What's the point of trying when in the end,
you are treated like dirt.
You won't be even thanked.
Man would only do what would benefit them but not for others.
So why don't you just give all up and concentrate on more meaningful and hopeful things?
So things would work out while some won't.
While to some, it works out all the time.
Rather than facing regret and thinking of how to improve on things, look forward.
Life just seem to have ridges along it where ever you are.