Not sure why but there is strange going on with my life.
The things that are probably lacking in my life is like peace and joy.
It may seems that I look happy but actually I'm not.
What are the actual meanings of true peace and joy?
How am I able to obtain peace and joy in my heart?
Some how it was answered during yesterday's cell group.
Isaiah 55:1-13 answered me.
In v.12-13, it is written that you would get peace and joy in your heart if you seek God.
It really seem to speak to me as life now is so terrible.
So what if I am really able to get peace and joy in my heart?
I am still not satisfied with life.
Full of questions about my life needed to be answered.
So many people are asking me to turn back to my old self.
The Hermit life.
The hermit life of having the computer as the only friend.
Is my new life that bad?
Started the year with a motion.
Blessed to be a blessing.
Yet I have done nothing to be a blessing to others.
Only to have brought them suffering.
Another one was to follow God, becoming a peacemaker.
And what I am doing?
Causing trouble one after another.
Or is God just testing my faith in him?
Feeling so sick about what been going through this first two months.
I seriously need prayer about my life.
I want to know God more but things in life is pulling me down.
Need to pray for God's guidance in my life.