Nowadays really find msn very sianz.
Everything got to do with computer like very sian.
As got hardly people to talk to. Haiz.
Maybe is time I start to study.
Starting to think of closing blog as there seem like no point blogging.
I got no idea why I started it in the first place.
If studies really happen to help me through, I should just take that gamble.
Rather than spending time whole day on computer.
Starting to feel a big change in my life.
Not just growing in the Lord but in other aspects of my life.
Just listened to a song called Don't Look Back.
The first line of chorus is you have to fight for what you believe in.
In a way you can say I'm losing my fighting spirit day by day.
Something that is not noticed by people around me.
However it only seems like I growing spiritually.
Just almost 1year since I was baptized.
And there is a change in me?
My blog seem now to be something to really question myself about my life.
It just no longer seem like a daily entry of my life.
I am really shining for the Lord?
I know that change is something unavoidable but it just seem to keep changing so much this year.
There is even a change of my appetite.
Maybe is why I feeling weak physically.
I can see that now everything seems bleak.
I finally understand why primary school people like to call me a nerd.
Some facts just cant be changed.
Now my priorities in life is just God and studies.
Feelings just pulls me down in life.

Labels: Reflections on 1/12 of the year 2009