Tuesday, 10 February 2009
Sunday was like having advise from so many people.
All say monday must talk.
In end not only monday didnt.
Today also didnt.
Sorry to say it was sway to see ur mother.
Didnt know that it would make u that angry.
I know that nothing going make you happy.
So perhaps I should not go and talk to you about anything.
Maybe everything
should just be kept to myself whether I should be concern about it or not.
Also sorry to my sister, her birthday, everyone should be happy but I'm not.
I dont want to go school anymore, have to agree with my friends that secondary 4 sux.
Everything I am using the internet, I would happen to see the link that I saved about the story.
Change everything back to primary school.
The carefree I.
Everything just seems to be stacking up but no one just gives a damn.
Primary school seemed like I have everything.
From great friends to having fun without thinking of the next day.
Everything just changed when I entered secondary school.
All things seemed lost.
Saw my TreasureHunt Camp pictures.
Remember what Pastor Victor like spoke about my life.
A Peacemaker?
Never ending peace?
There only seems to be a troubled heart.
Yes, it maybe true that time will tell but I just don't sense the peace within me.
I seem more of a trouble-maker.
Seriously doubting myself whether I have brought peace to anyone's life.
Seems more of the discomfort.
2/10/2009 08:18:00 pm