Today is probably another one of the lowest points in my life this year.
Just feel like I am nothing but bringing trouble to people.
I think no words is able to describe how I really am feeling now.
Just feel so guilty of causing you all these stress and uneasiness in your life.
I'm sure that nothing can feel as terrible as that.
Worst this was not said by you but was said through your teachers.
Seems like I not even fit to be anybody friend.
Sorry for causing all these problems in your life now.
It just came to mind that seems that what somethings are not meant to be said shouldnt be said at all.
It is so easy to picture what would happen if I didnt say it.
Yes, it is true that I like you but whats the use?
Just telling you already make so many things complicated.
Rather live to regret than to make things difficult for you.
Now that I heard that you are so stressed, I really dont want things to be worst for your.
Why dont it just be mine to deal with.
Yes, it is my fault for pulling you into the water.
Looks like I'm going to live with this.
Even if you tell me you have a personal reason, I believe that most of it also have to do with me.
Even telling you tell you I wont sms you anymore just hurts me.
It is just a lonely world.