HELL. Happened again.
Feel like dying.
Stupid vision thing.
If these keep up, I probably lose my vision.
Or there is something wrong with my health.
Who cares about it since I lost everything.
Losing more things doesn't change anything.
Thinking of asking people call me Markus better than now.
Hate this life.
What can I do?
Nothing except of worrying about her.
Damn useless I.
Already prepared tests to fail and meet-parents-session liao.
Have not been sleeping for nights.
Just started again.
Any moment, like going let go of myself.
Focusing myself awake.
At least got Breaking Dawn to keep me awake.
Won't be so much of a chore.
Everyday is so pain to go through.
Just mention something bad that might happened to her and I would have fallen in to the trap.
Fell into MingHao's trick today.
I'm like on a drug.
There is no cure.
Perhaps I'm just to suffer for eternity.