Hellish.
Today later got SPA O Level paper.
How nice.
Phone going confiscated T.T
There goes to listening to music during recess and mt period.
Hate this.
I in second shift so wont expect my phone so soon.
I want faint but cant faint tomorrow.
Yesterday the Bio test ok la.
The last period was ridiculous.
Senthil most blur.
Eat lunch liao, went back home.
On way, met someone's mother by accident.
I hope you wont think I purposely went find.
Also hope she wont cry leh.
-.-'' I post that and I feel like what.
Cant believe yet again another SPA O Level, wont have your support.
Today must be carefully for the Paper.
I confirm must sleep a little more than the past few days.
If not later I for sure cant take it.
It is not my sleep that is draining my life out of me.
It something so hard to explain.
Cant say, talk, communicate is like killing me everyday.
Only just pass 1month of her ignoring me and I cant take it.
How am I going to go through the rest of the year and so.
So hard to snap out of this.
I yesterday finally finish the whole twilight series.
2days of reading Breaking Dawn.
My whole new record.
Actually if time properly, less than 24 hours.
Which means less than 1 day.
Until now I still living in my own world.
Thinking is only last week or two weeks ago.
If you ask me what's in that world of mine, I would say there is nothing at all.
Maybe for a few exceptions like my true friends like J, my god-siblings, missed everyone of them and that someone that I shall not mention since I'm being hated by.
I really understand what it means when my world just comes crashing down.
Impact so sudden.
Is there someone that understands what I'm going through.
I think tomorrow SPA, going mess up like the previous.