Monday, 1 June 2009
I'm trying not to live negatively but I just cant help it.
Perhaps if I just went into a coma, it would be much better for all.
I'm not trying to gain sympathetic.
It is always said that a person's life is in his hands but I think oppositely of it.
I tried taking control of my life and it just brought misery to me.
I really want to let go of life, there's just no more point.
A person doesn't just change, circumstances changes a person.If I were to see it that way, what ever actions I did doing that circumstances change your views of me, I really wished it didn't happen.
If I were to follow that, I shouldn't have confessed to you when you asked me.
The point where I really meant it ended up changing me.
I broke my promises to you and you broke my promise to me.
I guessed I really am better off dead.
No matter what I say now, wont changed that fact.
Yes, I do have to admit that at first, you did change me to something better.
I have fallen from that.
I really wish that it would be mended but I cant help but feel that it is like a mirror broken into pieces and no matter how hard,effort and time you spend into it, will it be repaired.
Even if it is pieced together, there would still be chipped parts and it is still incomplete.
I do admit that I am useless, within first game and my wrist is injured.
Study hard and lousy results I received.
I'm not trying to blame you, I just have to blame myself.
I should have believed such things like that is impossible to happen to me.
Yet, I believed it was possible, I'm such a fool.
You're right, I only have myself to blame in liking you.
Why do I always act hopeful and happy in front of others?
Why when I have so many friends but I don't really have one to confide with?
Why is there only hate, tears and pain in this world?
My birthday really showed me that many in fact doesn't know me at all.
I know I'm a total stranger.
Perhaps I should just stick with this.
Sorry, I really can't help but sms you.
I really want to speak to you everyday.
I know that no matter how much I say,
I can't make you change your mind.
I do mean what I said in front of your friend,
that I love you.
Simple Plan - No Love
Staring out at the world across the street.
You hate the way your life turned out to be.
He's pulling up the driveway and you don't make a sound.
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say.
You're always gonna be afraid.
There's only hate.
There's only tears.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
So what will you do?
There's only lies.
There's only fear.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces.You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile.
If these walls could talk, they would have so much to say.
Cause everytime you fight, the scars are gonna heal.But they're never gonna go away.You're falling.
You're screaming.
You're stuck in the same old nightmare.
He's lying.
You're crying.
There's nothing left to salvage.
Kick the door cause this is over.
Get me out of here!
Simple Plan - The End
I've been trying to tell you something
But you never understand
I feel like we've been going 'round in circles
You look at me like I've become
A stranger on the streets,
A skeleton that's been hiding in your closet
I see you next to me but you feel so far away
Where did we go wrong?
(Where did we go wrong?)
I guess this is the part where you look at me
And say goodbye
Don't, don't let me go
It's not the end, whoaa
Girl you know it's not so bad
It's not the end, whoaa
No it's not the end
I've been around the world
And I've seen so many things
I can't even tell you where I'm going
But no matter where I'm going
And no matter what I do
Something keeps me coming back to you
I see you next to me but you feel so far away
Where did we go wrong?
(Where did we go wrong?)
I guess this is the part where you look at me
And say goodbye
Don't, don't let me go
It's not the end, whoaa
Girl you know it's not so bad
It's not the end, whoaa
Don't, don't let me go
It's not the end, whoaa
Girl you know it's not so bad
It's not the end, whoaa
You know it's not the end
Boys Like Girls - Learning To Fall
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me)
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
6/01/2009 09:59:00 pm
