Sometimes it is so hard to know what type of dreams you can have.
If it was the dream I had yesterday, I wished it would happen.
However even if it was possible, it would not be as perfect as it is in a dream.
No doubt that I do miss her and I'm told not to, I just cant help it.
Haiz, just hope you won't fall sick or have your sneezing problem.
Man, it is big mistake of playing maple.
Accidentally took a screenshot, wanted to delete it.
In end, found the pics of most of the time I playing maple with her.
Even Christmas countdown. Sad Sad Sad.
See that liao, made me feel like going in see audition.
Another big mistake.
Found out, got deleted from her buddy list and from school FAM.
Sad Sad Sad.
Freaking thing is later in day, my cousin just ask why so emo.
Lucky he joking niah.
Hmm just thought of something from the trick my cousin did.
Saying "I Love You" is something that is "Colorful"
If you think just cause of the words "I Love You" alone. then you are wrong.
It is the pronoun of it.
Just now watched last episode of one Korean drama.
Ending quite nice even though never watch front.
I like one part of the show.
One side says, I am waging war to protect my dreams.
The other side says, I am waging war to fulfill my dreams.
I see this, I think even if I want to, my dreams don't need to protect.
As it would just never happen.
In the drama also got one love relationship.
The girl like guy A and Guy A like the girl.
Guy B like the girl but the girl doesnt.
The girl was like passed as a parcel as they didn't want her implicated in the war.
In end Guy B pass the girl back because she said this.
"You are using violence to protect your dreams while I'm using violence to protect someone I care."
The Guy B heard this and said, " I would have to kill you too even if you are important to me and not sure hat become dead also because there is no her."
Before the girl left, She said "Even if I died, I hope the good man whom I knew would survive well."
I'm not going to reveal what happen later.
I really want to speak to you everyday even if we just friends.
I really miss those times talking to you and having fun.
Losing you is like losing my hope and purpose.
I guess I would never get the chance to say "I Love You" to you. =(