Jealous of someone who is jealous of another.
This is really crap.
Can just someone just tell me what to do???
At first saw it, thought probably just some minor things but you went change it again, it really was like hell.
If this was in Angel Beats, the lines that are coming to me right now are "Memories of living the best we can and as hard as we could, it is sth real. No matter what type of memories they are, they're the life we led." - Otonashi to Naoi.
It is like as if I was in the position of Naoi's shoes, looking for a way for you to acknowledge me.
I know those lines are something really profound and deep but these memories of those times really are hard to go through.
The things that I want hear from you would probably never surface again.
If only I could just hypotise myself from remembering those memories, would it be better?
Those who watch Angel Beats would probably say, dont get rid of myself with fake memories.
People reading this might think this is a joke, why compare a person's life to Angel Beats?
Then should I just be like what happened in Code Geass, erasing a person's memory who was close to you, in this case it would be erasing mine.
Erasing it, would be erasing my regret.
I really got no idea what to do.
I am perhaps suppose to lose this.

Tonight Alive - Rooftops to the street
And it feels like i haven't seen you in days,
and it feels like i'll never see you again.
and it only goes to show, you never really cared,
why should i have to pretend you're ever there,
it only goes to show, you don't know.

but i don't need a cure, this is not a disease,
i'm not even sure why i'm down on my knees,
and i don't need your fix, no its not what it seems,
i'm not tick tock, baby in your dreams.

Listen to my heart, listen to my heart beat,
and your heart drops from the rooftop down to the street,
so pretty baby, don't you wanna go, wanna go,
come on and tell me cos i gotta know, gotta know.

Listen to my heart, listen to my heart beat,
and you'll finally know how much you mean to me,
but you'll never show, oh, and you'll never know,
can't stop, can't breathe, heart drops.

and you don't know what you do to me, baby,
and i'll never quite understand why,
understand why, havin' a hard time.

if this is it, really it, then prove it to me,
if this is it, really it, then prove it to me.

Listen to my heart, listen to my heart beat,
and your heart drops from the rooftop down to the street,
so pretty baby, don't you wanna go, wanna go,
come on and tell me cos i gotta know, gotta know.

Listen to my heart, listen to my heart beat,
and you'll finally know how much you mean to me,
but you'll never show, oh, and you'll never know,
can't stop, can't breathe, heart drops.

and in case you're wondering where i've been,
i've been here without you.
and by any slim chance that you care if i'm happy,
well i'm, i'm so much more, without you.

and i don't need a cure, this is not a disease,
i'm not even sure why i'm down on my knees,
and i don't need your fix, no its not what it seems,
i'm not tick tock, baby in your dreams.

Listen to my heart, listen to my heart beat,
and your heart drops from the rooftop down to the street,
so pretty baby, don't you wanna go, wanna go,
come on and tell me cos i gotta know, gotta know.

Listen to my heart, listen to my heart beat,
and you'll finally know how much you mean to me,
but you'll never show, oh, and you'll never know,
can't stop, can't breathe, heart drops.

and it feels like i haven't seen you in days,
and it feels like i'll never see you again