Ok, first week was keep going out.
Second week now, is anime and manga with a little bit of studying.
Haiz.
Been using my itunes and for not sure what reason, it been playing the Clannad OST.
One of it is called presence.
It plays this slow, sad piece.
Listening to it, is like a piece for a flashback for a sad moment in life.
I cant remember which scene in Clannad After Story it was played in.
Another piece would be Sound of the Tide.
To me, it sounds like a piece played when a person has tough choices to make and would end up supposedly better for the other person but in end would hate his own feelings.
The next music piece would be Years and much.
Is like a final conclusion of everything but a slow and sooth piece.
There is still others but is like not sure how to explain it.
Surprisingly, these OST other than making me feel like re-watching the whole of Clannad and Clannad After Story, it is able to make me think of what the composer felt these pieces of music are for and how much impact it would put on.
Like I said, some is like for playing during a flashback.
Yeah, it does bring back things from last year.
Hopelessness, sorrow, unable to do thing just comes to mind for that first half of year.
Then for the second half, I am reminded by Angel Beats OST.
Unjust life.
Yes, it is another slow piece.
Hearing it, just like what its title is, reminds me of unfairness in life, perhaps maybe even anger?
Okok, enough of the OST.
Haha.
Now for music.
I like this music for the chorus.
Quite true and I think it is like perfect for a Angel Beats! AMV.

Better Life
Conditions

When I drive to fast and hit a wall
or drink myself to the hospital
I'm the only one to blame
and as sirens haunt my city streets
and though that sound is after me
calmly I await the change

So don't wait for the world to get better
You're gonna waste the time you have
And you won't get it back

When you fall,
When you break,
When you wish you didn't feel
Keep your head,
Don't forget,
It's the pain that makes us real
I know most of the time
It's hard to keep in mind,
From lessons learned
Comes better life

When I play too hard and break my bones
Depress myself to the lowest lows
I'm the only one to blame
Cause the choice is mine and mine alone, and I choose to learn as I go, clarity will come from pain

When you fall,
When you break,
When you wish you didn't feel
Keep your head,
Don't forget,
It's the pain that makes us real
I know most of the time
It's hard to keep in mind,
From lessons learned
Comes better life

My understanding of the world feels broken
and it's demanding my immediate attention
you're looking up, believing you will leave your problems below
Forget what you believe, use what you know

When you fall,
When you break,
When you wish you didn't feel
Keep your head,
Don't forget,
It's the pain that makes us real
I know most of the time
It's hard to keep in mind,
From lessons learned
Comes better life