Hmm, how to start?
A lot of things happened over last few months of totally no blogging at all.
Yup, no time to blog.
And of course, playing games I never expected I would play again.
One main point in blogging today was cause of a manga I read.
So first thing first, why did I want to blog about this manga?
The manga is Onani Master Kurosawa.
If you bother to google it, trust me, thought the title is a bit of that sort, it still a pretty touching story.
The story setting placed in a school-life setting, main character (Kurosawa) has his secret daily activity and does not wish to seek interactions with his classmates.
In a whole series of events, he gets blackmailed and agrees to tasks requested by a classmate.
I shall not go on further but here's a bit of my thoughts of the whole manga.
The whole story revolving around what Kurosawa goes through is what I'm sure everyone would go through.
Let's say A and B had a very good chemistry between them, A likes B but before A could act on it, A learns that B is going out with C. A naturally would feel very heartbroken but would try to think it's better of this way.
I can empathize with what Kurosawa was going through but I felt what he did, did not seem to show that he really liked the person.
Maybe it's just me thinking it that way.
What I like during the manga was the confession.
I'm sure no one will do such a thing, then undergoing such treatments.
I for one really understood what Kurosawa felt, though I did not experienced any thing like bullying.
If last time before I went poly, someone told me, "Go and talk to xxxxx normally." I doubt I would be able to do such a thing.
This manga strongly give me more motivation to act on it.
Just to be frank here, since mid of last year, I realised why I keep alighting at that bus stop.
Just to meet that person and to say 3 words. No is not that 3 words that will straight come to your mind.
Another 3 words.
Have always felt saying it personally would be better but some how I don't seem to have that kind of luck.
But nevertheless, I will still try to say it personally.

Anyway, thanks to my AB friends for introducing this manga to me.
Thanks to the author who wrote such a wonderful story.
Alright that's it for today.
Gonna have a long day tomorrow.

~~~Hope for the day to come soon!~~~