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Friday 9 September 2011

Hmm, how to start?
A lot of things happened over last few months of totally no blogging at all.
Yup, no time to blog.
And of course, playing games I never expected I would play again.
One main point in blogging today was cause of a manga I read.
So first thing first, why did I want to blog about this manga?
The manga is Onani Master Kurosawa.
If you bother to google it, trust me, thought the title is a bit of that sort, it still a pretty touching story.
The story setting placed in a school-life setting, main character (Kurosawa) has his secret daily activity and does not wish to seek interactions with his classmates.
In a whole series of events, he gets blackmailed and agrees to tasks requested by a classmate.
I shall not go on further but here's a bit of my thoughts of the whole manga.
The whole story revolving around what Kurosawa goes through is what I'm sure everyone would go through.
Let's say A and B had a very good chemistry between them, A likes B but before A could act on it, A learns that B is going out with C. A naturally would feel very heartbroken but would try to think it's better of this way.
I can empathize with what Kurosawa was going through but I felt what he did, did not seem to show that he really liked the person.
Maybe it's just me thinking it that way.
What I like during the manga was the confession.
I'm sure no one will do such a thing, then undergoing such treatments.
I for one really understood what Kurosawa felt, though I did not experienced any thing like bullying.
If last time before I went poly, someone told me, "Go and talk to xxxxx normally." I doubt I would be able to do such a thing.
This manga strongly give me more motivation to act on it.
Just to be frank here, since mid of last year, I realised why I keep alighting at that bus stop.
Just to meet that person and to say 3 words. No is not that 3 words that will straight come to your mind.
Another 3 words.
Have always felt saying it personally would be better but some how I don't seem to have that kind of luck.
But nevertheless, I will still try to say it personally.

Anyway, thanks to my AB friends for introducing this manga to me.
Thanks to the author who wrote such a wonderful story.
Alright that's it for today.
Gonna have a long day tomorrow.

~~~Hope for the day to come soon!~~~

9/09/2011 02:31:00 am

Thursday 21 April 2011

Start school liao. =.=
Didnt blog about any new spring season animes.
Anyway, after watching Steins Gate and hearing some nice old clannad bgm, started to think if only time travel was a reality. Haha.
Unlike what normal timetable from what I watch from like heroes which talks about parallel worlds and butterfly effect.
This time it is world line.
World line seem to be interesting, coming from the anime. Haha.
I wonder whether there is a world line where that problem never occur but from what I understand from the anime, all world lines would still lead to the same ending.
Just by a different "route".
Was just thinking whether it would be fun there.
So world lines seem to be like a tempo better place but in end, it still loses to parallel universe.
Not sure whether I blog about this before, I realised there are starting to have plenty of changes ever since graduate from sec school.
In my mind, some things just remain the way there were, always there and never gone but once open your eyes, reality just comes flooding in.
Compare it with clannad afterstory, where aiko brought tomoya to the cafe, then to the building of the new hospital.
Haha, I sound like I am in the wrong generation where everything just moves so fast.
Gonna end off since got classes in the morning.
My soul and life continues on as time goes by but my heart, is still in the past.

4/21/2011 02:38:00 am

Thursday 31 March 2011

Woah.
It's really been a long time since I last blogged.
Feb was really busy.
With the due dates of projects and the coming of tests.
Glad that it is all over.
Now is already in the middle of the holidays.
My holidays is practically inverted from my normal school days. Haha.
Morning I sleep while at night I'm awake. LOL.
Been thinking over the time I've not blog.
Thinking of changing the way I blog?
Ever since that whole phrase, been post lyrics of songs.
Now I'm thinking of including some Anime and Manga that I found interesting.
Like a bit of background summary.
So this post would have a bit.

Just 2 days ago, was watching Kimi Ni Todoke Live Drama.
Been waiting for it since it came out last year.
For those who are not sure of what this is, it is a Japanese Drama that roughly follows the actual story of the manga.
The drama is similar to Kimi Ni Todoke Season 1 (Anime).
The story starts by showing a girl named Sawako who is very easily misjudged and is unable to communicate with others well. Since young, people been calling her Sadako due to her resembles to a female ghost in "Ring". Then there was a guy who started talking to her named Kazehaya who was like the opposite of her.
Basically, this anime/show is about school life and romance.
For the Live Drama, I found it quite well done and enjoyable despite the change in the ending.
It had the important parts in the drama, like how Kazehaya started talking to Sawako, Sawako making friends with Ayane and Chizuru and the introduction of a rival.
The ending, I would consider appropriate if the manga had ended there.
Of course the drama had to go of a faster pace but I dont like the jump of where Sawako realised her feelings for Kazehaya and Kazehaya had confessed to her. Why?
During the middle stages of the drama after a rival had appeared, there was not much interaction between Kazehaya and Sawako. (Based off the manga.)
Anyway the Kimi Ni Todoke Season 2 (anime) just ended today.
The anime follow the actual storyline of the manga.
Really hope that there will be a season 3 for this manga.
It's really nice.


3/31/2011 12:58:00 am

Friday 4 February 2011

Been some time since I last blog.
Today or should I say, first night of CNY.
It has sure been a while.
Though it feels a while but it's been long.
Should I say, the link has already broken this year?
Nothing to relate to, different places need to go.
Somehow, I realised, without knowing, it just became a habit/natural to walk past there everyday after poly class.
I also no longer know what am I doing.
Ok, forget about this.
Dont want post too much about my thoughts..
You know, sometimes, when you listen to a music in a language you dont understand, the first time when you hear it.
It gives you the feeling that this song the lyrics would be very nice.
Then when you search for the lyrics of the song, you confirmed that it is nice, thinking 'I knew that it had a nice lyrics to it.'
I did that with two songs.
One is 会いたい by Scandal and Connect by ClarIS.
Both are Japanese songs.
And yes, by now you would have realised, I am into Japanese songs.
It would be posted below.
I was wonder also, should I go do my own blogskin?
Since I already like doing my own html website.
LOL.
Not sure when I will blog again..

Music

Title: Connect
Artist: ClarIS



Title: 会いたい
Artist: Scandal



Romanji

kawashita yakusoku wasurenai yo
me wo toji tashikameru
oshiyoseta yami
furiharatte susumu yo

itsu ni nattara nakushita mirai wo
watashi koko de mata miru koto dekiru no
afuredashita fuan no kage wo
nando demo saite kono sekai ayundekou

tomedonaku kizamareta
toki wa ima hajimari tsuge
kawaranai omoi wo nose
tozasareta tobira akeyou

mezameta kokoro wa hashiridashita mirai wo egaku tame
muzukashii michi de tachidomattemo sora wa
kirei na aosa de itsumo mattetekureru dakara kowakunai
mou nani ga atte mo kujikenai

furikaereba nakama ga ite
kigatsukeba yasashiku tsutsumareteta

nanimokamo ga yuganda sekai de
yuiitsu shinjireru koko ga sukui datta

yorokobi mo kanashimi mo wake aeba tsuyomaru omoi
kono koe ga todoku no nara
kitto kiseki wa okoseru darou

kawashita yakusoku wasure nai yo
me o toji tashikameru
oshiyoseta yami furiharatte susumu yo
donnani ookina kabe ga atte mo
koete miseru kara kitto
ashita shinjite inotte

kowareta sekai de samayotte watashi ha
hikiyoserareru youni tadoritsuita

mezameta kokoro wa hashiridashita mirai wo egaku tame
muzukashii michi de tachidomattemo sora wa
kirei na aosa de itsumo mattetekureru
dakara kowakunai
mou nani ga atte mo kujikenai

zutto ashita mata

English

I won't forget the promise we made
I'll close my eyes and ascertain it
Shaking off the darkness that closed in on me, I advance on

When can I see again here
the future that I lost?

Again and again, I'll tear apart the shadow of distress that spilled out
and walk on in this world

The time that ticked away ceaselessly now announces the beginning
I'll pick up my unchanging feelings
and open the closed door

My heart awoke to draw the future where I'd start running
Even if I come to a standstill on a difficult road
The sky is always waiting for me in a beautiful blue
So I'm not scared
By now, no matter what happens, I won't get disheartened

When I look back, my friends are there
When I noticed it, they have me tenderly surrounded

In the world where just about everything is twisted
The single place here I can believe in saved me

When we share our joys and sorrows, my feelings strengthen
If my voice reaches you
Then I can certainly create a miracle, right?

I won't forget the promise we made
I'll close my eyes and ascertain it
Shaking off the darkness that closed in on me, I advance on
Because no matter how great of a wall there is
I'll show you I'll overcome it, so I'll certainly
believe in tomorrow and pray

Wandering in a destroyed world
I arrived there as if I was drawn towards it

My heart awoke to draw the future where I'd start running
Even if I come to a standstill on a difficult road
The sky is always waiting for me in a beautiful blue
So I'm not scared
By now, no matter what happens, I won't get disheartened

Forever waiting for tomorrow

Kanji

交わした約束忘れないよ
目を閉じた確かめる
押し寄せた闇 振り払って進むよ

いつになったらなくした未来を
私ここでまた見ることできるの?

溢れ出した不安の影を何度でも裂いて
この世界歩んでこう

とめどなく刻まれた時は今始まり告げ
変わらない思いをのせ
閉ざされた扉開けよう

目覚めた心は走りだした未来を描くため
難しい道で立ち止まっても
空はきれいな青さでいつも待っててくれる
だから怖くない
もう何があっても挫けない

振り返れば仲間がいて
気がつけば優しく包まれてた

何もかもが歪んだ世界で
唯一信じれるここが救いだった

喜びも悲しみもわけあえば強まる思い
この声が届くのなら
きっと奇跡はおこせるだろう

交わした約束忘れないよ
目を閉じ確かめる
押し寄せた闇 振り払って進むよ
どんなに大きな壁があっても
越えて見せるからきっと
明日信じて祈って

壊れた世界で彷徨って私は
引き寄せられるように辿り着いた

目覚めた心は走り出した未来を描くため
難しい道で立ち止まっても
空はきれいな青さでいつも待っててくれる
だから怖くない
もう何があっても挫けない

ずっと明日待った

English

When we were children, the average us looking up at heroes we couldn't be while finishing our part-time jobs.

Because You were always straight forward staring at tomorrow, you must have been laughing at my halfheartedness.

The elementary students who ran across the crossroad somehow reminded me of our past selves.

I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. On nights I can't sleep and even in my dreams. Always, yes always. My floating memory of you is fading. I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. Although we are separated, and you are far away I still remember the smiling you.

In the ever monotonous days, we exchange opinions by mail. Besides words of thanks, not much else seems to come.

While we were passing off as adults, we couldn't reach you anywhere. The only thing that comes into view is us trying too hard.

On a sharp curved street on the top of a hill we went at full speed. If you saw how I am now, I wonder what you would say.

I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. On nights I cant sleep, and even in my dreams. Always, yes Always. I remember that promise. I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. If I realize it, you'll be be by my side, on the day that won't return.

If the pouring rain stops, the new sky will shine. Anytime can change for sure, as long as you seriously wish for it everything will be alright.

I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. On nights I can't sleep and even in my dreams. Always, yes Always. So you can always stay smiling. I want to meet you, I want to meet you now. On nights I can't sleep and even in my dreams, your memory.

I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. Its fine if it's like the drawing instead of a dream. Always, yes Always. While I am holding onto these feelings. I want to meet you. I want to meet you now. On nights I can't sleep and even in my dreams, I won't forget you.

Kanji

平均的な僕たちは 子供の頃に憧れた
ヒーローになれないまま バイトに追われてるんだ

君はいつも真っすぐに 明日を見つめていたから
中途半端な僕を笑うだろう

交差点 走る小学生 なんとなく
昔の僕たちを思い出す

君に会いたい いま会いたい
眠れない夜も夢の中も
ずっと ねぇ ずっと 浮かんで消えていくmemory
君に会いたい いま会いたい
遠く離れても思い出すよ 笑顔の君

単調すぎる毎日の本音をメールで交わす
ありがとうって言葉さえ なんだかぐっと来ないなぁ

大人のフリをしてたって どこにもたどり着かなくて
無理してる自分ばかり見えてくる

坂道 急カーブ駆ける 猛スピードで


今の僕を見たら 君はなんて言うんだろう

君に会いたい いま会いたい
眠れない夜も夢の中で
ずっと そう ずっと 覚えているあの約束
君に会いたい いま会いたい
気がつけば僕の隣にいた 戻れない日に

どしゃぶり雨が上がれば 生まれたての空が光る
いつだって変われるよ絶対 本気で願えば大丈夫さ

君に会いたい いま会いたい
眠れない夜も夢の中で
ずっと ねぇ ずっと 笑顔でいられますように
君に会いたい いま会いたい
眠れない夜も夢の中も 君のmemory

君に会いたい いま会いたい
描いてたままの夢じゃなくても
ずっと そう ずっと この気持ち抱きしめたまま
君に会いたい いま会いたい
眠れない夜も夢の中も 忘れないよ

2/04/2011 01:19:00 am

Thursday 30 December 2010

Today met up with Yunling, Angel, Jenisha, Chenwei and Jingze for dinner.
Just a once a while gathering to find out how each other was doing.
It was like pretty alright.
Jingze ordered quite a few food.
Not bad la.
Talked about a lot of things.
Would probably eaten more if I was feeling well.
Next time meet them would probably like in March or April.
Might be even May.
Everyone is just so busy.
I forget that even I am busy.
And is now 12:17am.
Yushi's birthday.
Happy Birthday to You!
God will bless you good results of O levels.
Now on my mind, are two songs.
Pages by There For Tomorrow and Just be Friends Sung by Luka Megurine.
But these two songs are not the type for the mood I am having now.
12:31am,
Just though of another.

Music

Title: Why dont you call yet?
Sung by: Kagamine Len



English lyrics:

Into the busy town
I ran in a new jacket and didn't come back to you
Because I didn't tell you where I was going
You must have been puzzled by now

"I really love you" I said
But I can tell you dont believe me from your face and it awfully hurts me.
I wanna see you.. Dont you wanna meet me anymore?
I've been waiting for your call.
Because I'm afraid of you say "...... What?"
I can't make a call to you

I tried to show you my apologies
"Sorry I'm late." like always.
"Um, I guess you are mad at me?"
I hope we can giggle like that again.

Hey, I wanna see you.. Dont you wanna meet me anymore?
I've been waiting for your call.
If you've got the wrong idea
Tell me what made you so

For example.
Because I can't simple
Without you? But please stay by my side..
I dont care even if you behave like a child
I like that part of you
I mean I love you "as you are"
So please, please, don't change yourself

I wanna see you.. Dont you wanna meet me anymore?
I've been waiting for your call.
Because I'm afraid of you say "...... What?"
I can't make a call to you

Kanji


にぎやかな街の中へ
慣れないジャケットで
駆けてそのまま消えた
行き場所も言わないから
君は今頃 戸惑っている

「本当にキミの事が好きだ」
なんて言っちゃって
信じてない君の顔が
切なくて 辛いんだ

会いたいよ…
…会えないの?
ずっと着信を待ち続けてる
「……何よ?」
とか言われそうで
こっちからは
連絡出来ないよぉ…

とりあえず 手を合わせて
「待たせてスマン」
と君が謝っている
「あれ? やっぱ機嫌悪い?ww」
なんて二人で 笑えればいいね

ねぇ 会いたいよ…
…会えないの?
ずっと着信を待ち続けてる
もし誤解が生まれたなら
何がいけなかったんだろう

例えば―――――

君がいないと僕は 
うまく笑えないから 傍にいてよ…

子供っぽくていい
そんなトコが好き 
要は『今の君』が好き
だから ねぇ
『そのまま』で

会いたいよぉ…
…会えないの?
ずっと着信を待ち続けてる
「…何よ?」
とか言われそうで
こっちからは
連絡出来ないよぉ…

12/30/2010 12:13:00 am

Sunday 26 December 2010

I'm back!!!
If you're wondering where did I go, I went back to Myanmar, Pathein, again.
I just realised, I didnt blog about it before I left for it.
Here's a rough idea of what it is.
My second mission trip.
First being last year.
Pathein, one orphanage where we helped the children.
Give them joy and happiness.
Let me start on last friday just after the blog on the chalet 1B01 had.
That friday was really busy.
Rush out in the morning to buy my slippers then went to AP and UCL house to help carry some clothes to bring to TP.
At TP, we started doing the bracelets, one for ourselves.
The ones we made, we were to wear them when we went myanmar to show the kids and hopefully spark ideas for them when it is time for them to make one.
After that, Gloria, Delia, Edmund, Gerald, AP and me went to practice some lines for the play.
I had such a bad time memorizing the lines.
Practice for a while, then went for dinner then started packing the beads into smaller packets for easier distribution.
After doing all of that, went home to pack for my trip the next day.
Slept late that night, preparing for devotion and worship for the mission trip.

18 Dec 2010 Day 1

Met at Changi Airport T2 at 1pm singapore time.
Had to do check in of luggage etc.
Pretty much same as last year.
After all that was done, went lunch then pray for group and rush to plane. =D
Was seated with Marcus.
By time reach Myanmar, Yangon, was already around 4.30-5.30pm myanmar time
Went to a different hotel from last year's.
This hotel seems more higher class.
Haha.
They have different suite also.
Edmund and I were given the deluxe suite so that the team could have devotion in our room for that night and next day.
Dinner was at the last year hotel cafe.
The guys pooled money together to buy some snacks for the next day bus ride to pathein.
Biscuits, potato chips, sweets, whatever we could think of and find there.
Went to the cybercafe there to call parents then went back to hotel.
First night devotion was led by Edmund.
After doing devotion, went sleep.

19 Dec 2010

Woke up like at 5.30am (Myanmar time)
Was like super blur and tired.
It was not like last year where I woke up at wrong time.
Woke up early coz breakfast starts at 6.30am.
Then we still have devotion at 7.30am.
As expected, when Edmund and I went down at 6.30, no one was downstairs.
Empty.
Tried all the breakfast food. LOL.
Porridge, egg, bread, fried rice, sausage, pancakes.
Soon rest came down while we went up prepare room.
After devotion, went to the same market as last year's to exchange more money.
Then went back to hotel to pack luggage and take bus ride at 10am.
Bus ride was quite long.
Around 2.5hours before we reach the rest stop.
The rest stop the area some how seems different.
More dogs???
After that board bus and travel for another 3hours to pathein.
Was like trying to sleep but cant sleep on bus.
One thing I got to say is that the roads are different from last year.
This year I didnt see them repairing the roads meaning it is repaired and there was less portholes.
It was 3.30pm(myanmar time) at pathein.
Drop the chinabags of clothes at the orphanage then went hotel put luggage at rooms.
Walked to the usual restaurant to eat chinese food.
They have finished renovation and now their second floor has aircon.
Realised that some roads changed from sandy to the cement type of roads.
So it is now less dusty.
After dinner, bought 5l water per pair to share and rest awhile then went orphanage at 6.30pm
As last year, when we reach, the children welcome us with a song.
Feliz Navidad.
Was a warm welcome.
Then Edmund and I led the balloon sculpturing.
8.30 it ended.
Walked back to restaurant to eat dinner.
Had devotion, I think led by Gloria I think.
End of day 2.

20 Dec 2010

Games Days!
Morning had devotion by Joan I think.
Started around 8.30? Cant remember.
After devotion, Cruez came and we went to the wet market to buy the pork and the apples for the children as their christmas dinner.
Their wet market is not like in Singapore.
They sell so many things from food to spices to clothes and accessories.
After buying the apples, we carried them to the orphanage.
Half way through, Cruez's father came and offered to bring them to the orphanage.
So in end we just walk there.
Reach there, Reverent offered us to rest in his house a while then we went to distribute the apples to the children.
Went for lunch at the usual place again. =D
After lunch, went to buy balls and paper.
At the same time, we went to check the photography shop whether it will be busy the next day.
In end it was.
Went back rest awhile then went to the orphanage.
Had a tour of their hostel again.
Saw a puppet we made with them the previous year.
Some of the balloons last year we made have also shrunk.
After the tour, Marcus, Joan and Gerald went to set up the games.
The rest of us just went to canteen to help distribute the apple to those older kids who just came back from school.
Just one close thing happen.
A light drop on to the floor and glass shatter.
Edmund, Chariasse and I were like cm away from it.
Lucky never drop on top of us earlier.
Around 6.30, I was assigned to Paul 1. (When I was back in Singapore, I checked. Last year I was leading Paul. Haha. Coincidence.)
My group played the maze first then the paper aeroplanes then the balance pingpong on spoon.
Then Gloria who was leading Paul 2, our groups merger back then had a final game with the other two groups, Peter and James.
After games, went back for photography.
Lend Joan my camera to take photos of the children to give them the next day.
After everything, went for dinner.
Yet again, AP and UCL took rickshaw there first.
Dinner something funny happened.
After dinner, devotion.
Devotion by Charisse I think.

21 Dec 2010.

Woke up same time.
8.30 had devotion in Joan and Charisse room again.
Separated into 2 groups.
Marcus, Gloria, Delia and me went to get the stationary for the children.
Edmund, Gerald, Joan and Charisse went to develop the photos.
Took a long time choosing the stationary.
Was on how to spend EXACT amount of money that we had.
Wanted buy them crayons, color pencils, mechanical pencil, eraser, sharper, eraser and pencil case for them.
But it was over our budget.
Thankfully, Marcus saw the mathematical set.
And is the one that is sold in Singapore.
Oxford Mathematical set. LOL.
And it was selling way cheaper here than in Singapore.
It is like a rip off in Singapore.
Got the sets, notebooks, color pencils, crayons, 6 big sharpers for them to share.
And it was like 18dollars over the budget.
The boss just weaver it off. =D
Brought it back to the hotel then off to lunch.
After lunch, went to buy the snacks for the children.
AP, Gerald and Gloria picked a lot of snacks for the children.
If you were there, it was at least 3 times more than what we had bought for the children last year.
Brought it back to hotel and started packing.
Rush work then after packing.
All 10 of us sat tri-shaws and brought the goodies to the orphanage.
Started the program again.
Did the beading with the children.
Making of their own bracelets.
Then was the sticking of the photos into their notebooks.
Then the whole team acted the skit we prepared for them.
The whole skit mainly the guys who had the lines was really on the spot just act and say lines.
We didnt had time to memorize our lines. xD
It still went well.
Next was the songs we "prepare".
Last thing, before we gave out the goody bags to the children.
We prayed for them Numbers 6: 24-26.
It is like the blessing song.
After everything, the principle said a few words followed by Presley.
Then they don us a bandanna each to wear.
Then it was time for goodbyes and photos.
One thing I know for sure.
I took a lot of photos this year.
As in I was in a lot as well.
Said goodbyes and last minute photos.
That night was really tired.
Dinner everyone was pretty much zone out.
Devotion was by Gloria.

22 Dec 2010

Devotion led by me.
Then breakfast nearby with titus.
Breakfast was the fried rice that I remember a lot for no particular reason.
Took bus back to pathein.
The return trip was more fun.
2.5hours until the rest stop, all of us were playing bridge.
Super crazy.
After the rest stop, all tired so went to sleep.
Super hard to lie on the bus.
Somehow I managed to sleep on/off then later let marcus sleep.
Reach the hotel then rest inside a while.
Later we went to buy some groceries and change money.
After doing those, went dinner at Satino.
Dinner was okok.
No more chinese food. LOL.
Then desert was at the tamada hotel (Last year we stayed the cafe)
After ordering deserts, they gave us each a shot of red wine which was on the house.
Spent some time there then went back for devotion.
Devotion by Gerald.

23 Dec 2010

Woke up then went downstairs for breakfast.
Breakfast was okokok.
Had devotion led by Edmund.
After devotion, went to the market to buy souvenirs.
Bought a lot of them.
Cards, shirts and magnet.
After all our shopping, went lunch at Satino again.
Then went hotel pack luggage and left for airport.
In plane, everyone was seated together except for Gloria who changed seats with Delia who would be alone if she hadnt.
So Gloria was in front alone.
Touch down at 9.20 (Singapore time)
After giving thanks, the team went starbucks to buy coffee. ^^
Then got luggage and went home.

End of mission trip.

Somehow this mission trip, even though I was not touched by the Lord as much as last year, I was able to learn about my depth in Christ and my faith in God.
Just somehow through the packing of the goody bags and we were running late, I just lost my trust in God.
I will learn to put more trust, faith in God.

Time taken:
1hr (Stopping here coz still sick need rest. Doing it like last year post)
1hours (Day 1 and Day 2 done)
2.5 hours (Day 3, 4,5 and 6 Done)
Total time taken: 3.5hours

12/26/2010 11:26:00 pm

Thursday 16 December 2010

Crap, didnt blog for quite some time.
Been quite busy.
Studying for MST in those weeks as well as prepare for the mission trip to Myanmar.
Was like buying beads for the trip.
You know those beads that girls like to use for bracelets.
Doing something like that for the children there.
Spent like close to 200 dollars on those beads and the string.
Tomorrow going do some samples for them to see.
Not only that, gonna practice doing the skit that we'll be performing.
Back to MST,
it was like OMG.
So is a sure fail.
Java was GG, same as NETF.
Rest I not too scare.
After that MST,
was DISM 1B01 chalet.
Only got Edmund Teo, Eddie, Jeremy and Xudong didnt come.
The bbq was like an EPIC fail.
Fire didnt manage to start up properly.
So it was like not so hot.
And guess what I think it was like 10pm we were bbq-ing the chicken wings. LOL
Luckily thanks to Samuel's beehoon, we managed to survive.
First night was so so.
Some were playing risk, poker, taidi, and of coz mahjong.
Whats a chalet without mahjong?
LOL.
10pm+, was in the aircon room, talking with Kevin, Samuel, Ziying and Ngai fong in there.
Mostly about Samuel being a retarded, wanting to sleep in the closet. (He broke the closet door)
HAHAHAHAHA.
It was also a time to use my speakers to BLAST music.
In end, I think it was worth buying it.
Can use it with my laptop to play music, for chalets and the best thing of it is it's portability.
Though portable, it's speakers still delivers a punch.
Was like camping there for like for more than 2 hours.
Just lying around and talking.
One reason also is it was hot outside. xD
Around 1am, we wanted go watch movie.
So send JL and some other guys to check out.
Then they came back say close liao.
See it was like that, we open red wine and drink. =D
Drank one cup while watching Kenny, Ziying, Edmund Tang and Kinwee play mahjong.
The whole group of us there were drinking.
In end, the only few people that were drunk were Weikiat, Ziying and JunLiang.
At 3am, the guys wanted go play pool.
Only some of us remain behind.
Then after they came back, they told us funny stories of JunLiang drunk outside.
Nearly people want call police.
Haha.
4am went sleep abit.
For like 45mins then was awake through whole day.
Next day, 6am went mac with kevin and kinwee.
Too bored.
Drink coffee then went back.
Wait for rest to wake then went mac again for breakfast before going home to bath.
Went back again and play mahjong then went play pool and watched Narnia.
Second night was on/off sleep.

Damn lazy blog about the rest.
Haha.
Anyway nothing much liao.

I love Vocaloid MUSIC!!!

Music:

Artist: Vocaloid (Megurine Luka)
Title: Just be Friends



Romanji

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

ukandanda kinou no asa hayaku ni
wareta GURASU kakiatsumeru you na
kore wa ittai nan darou kitta yubi kara shitataru shizuku
bokura wa konna koto shitakatta no kana

wakatteta yo kokoro no oku soko de wa
motto mo tsurai sentaku ga BESUTO
sore wo kobamu jiko ai to kekkajika touchaku no kurikaeshi
boku wa itsu ni nareba ieru no kana

yuruyaka ni kuchiteyuku kono sekai de
agaku boku no yuiitsu no katsuro
iroaseta kimi no hohoemi kizande
sen wo nuita

koe wo karashite sakenda
hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku
hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa
nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo

futari wo kasaneteta guuzen
anten dansen hakanaku chiji ni
shosen konna mono sa tsubuyaita
kareta hoho ni tsutau dareka no namida

All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

kidzuitanda kinou no naida yoru ni
ochita kaben hiroiageta to shite
mata saki modoru koto ha nai
sou te no hira no ue no chiisana shi
bokura no jikan wa tomatta mama

omoidasu yo hajimete atta kisetsu wo
kimi no yasashiku hohoemu kao wo
ima wo kakko ni oshiyatte futari kizutsuku kagiri kizutsuita
bokura no kokoro wa toge darake da

omokurushiku tsudzuku kono kankei de
kanashii hodo kawaranai kokoro
aishiteru no ni hanare gatai no ni
boku ga iwanakya

kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga
bouzen shouzen shikai mo kemuru
kakugo shiteta hazu no sono itami
sore demo tsuranukareru kono karada

futari wo tsunaideta kizuna
hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku
sayonara aishita hito koko made da
mou furimukanai de arukidasunda

ichido dake ichido dake
negai ga kanau no naraba
nando demo umarekawatte
ano hi no kimi ni ai ni iku yo

koe wo karashite sakenda
hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku
hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa
nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo

futari wo tsunaideta kizuna
hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku
sayonara aishita hito koko made da
mou furimukanai de arukidasunda

kore de oshimai sa

(Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye)

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends (Just be friends) It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends (Just be friends) All we gotta do
Just be friends (Just be frien~ds)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends (~)All we gotta do
Just be friends (~)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends

English

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

I remembered early yesterday morning
Why do I feel
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things

I already knew deep inside my heart
That the most painful choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats
I wonder when we can talk

In this slowly decaying world
A path for my struggling self
I carve in your colorless smile
I pulled off the plug

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that allowed us to meet
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time
"So this is how it is..." I murmured
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks

All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

I realized at yesterday's quiet night
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves
It won't bloom back to its original form
The small death on top of my hands
Our time is frozen still

I remembered the season when we first met
And your sweetly smiling face
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got
Our hearts are full of thorns

Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship
I sadly can't change my heart
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you
But I have to say it

The rain that pours on my heart
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry
I anticipated the hurt
But my body can't move

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

Once more, once more
If my wish can come true
I want to be reborn many times
I'll go and meet you from that day

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

This is the end

(Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye)

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends (Just be friends) It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends (Just be friends) All we gotta do
Just be friends (Just be frien~ds)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends (~)All we gotta do
Just be friends (~)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends

12/16/2010 09:46:00 pm